@Laurentus @Doc @Gerrick I need to make a defense post to save myself , so here it goes:
1. I was never a part of D1 activity , and anyone here would agree , its the most absurd day , and everything carries a double meaning on D1.
2. My push on Lau was pretty much out of fear, that he might overpower town , and I hit him because I felt his attack on Gerrick was out of the ordinary , since Gerrick didn't do anything suspicious .
3. Vro said how influential Lau was as a scum , and I read a few things on discord which evidently suggested vote Lau out first (those were joke statements maybe , but had some basis after all)
4. Poking the inactive people by voting them is a viable option , but I didn't do that , fearing that switching votes wasn't available , however it seems that vote switch is allowed now , and so I feel I can vote a person to draw his attention when needed. And certainly , a game consisting 14 players , and finding 7 active , its really hard going this way.
5. I pushed Lau hard just because I knew I was town . Why stay on the tail of an experienced player who has good amount of trust from the other players , as a scum . There were easier targets , and given that I am truly inexperienced , it was certainly audacious to move for Lau as a scum.
6. LoS tried to prove me wrong in the last game , Mell called it trolling . Lau seemed to do the same thing , much more direct , as he included my inexperience and lack of ability to articulate my thoughts , and I did learn a thing staying in the deadchat , about these statements of underestimating to be the one that should make me push harder .
7. Had I been a scum, I wouldn't have had rooted for a Seer check , with so many already suspicious of me . I asked for seer check again when the wagon on me is the largest (today) , and I am still asking for a seer check now . Seer would have been an extra vote that I wanted to concede, had I been scum.
8. I did mention that I was tired of chasing Lau all the way , because I am not ready to take the responsibility of mislynching an experienced townie , and called out for the almost silent guys.
9. Doc told that I was imitating LoS's style of posting in large amounts , but most of it was cross questioning and clearing people , and that's not something I have done . The quantity might be around the same amount , but not the quality.