Post #146556
April 19, 2020, 10:57:22 PM
There was not straight-up malice from administration. That implies that the ops team had bad intentions and essentially made up the whole thing because we were out to get the group that left...that's simply not true. The suspicion on our side was absolutely wrong, and I should have done so much more to reach out, encourage open communication, and trust, but by the time they left with everything that had happened our suspicions felt legitimate at the time. I'm sure their suspicions felt legitimate too. And everyone acted accordingly at that time.
What happened with those members of government you're referring to was terrible...as I said in my public apology, I don't know how I allowed that to happen. I was so overwhelmed with what was going on that I didn't realize the extent of it until much later when a Commissioner brought it up with me and I looked up those conversations on the Discord server. I should have been more aware, and I should have put a stop to it more forcefully than I did. But that was not malicious on my part at least...it may have been obtuseness, it may have been incompetence, but it was not maliciousness on my part. I was horrified when I saw the extent of what had been said and my failure to put a stop to it, as I said then.
If I am 'more in the wrong', it's because of mistakes and personal failures on my part, not because I (and certainly not the ops team) were acting maliciously or were out to get them for opposing us or something. That would be monstrous even with the suspicions we had.