Post #91598
January 21, 2017, 05:12:02 AM
Aaahhh I haven't been on lately ;o;
Life has not been good lately tbh
I've been going to a lot of appointments lately, all of which are wielding bad results. I've been to the doctor two times, soon to be three tomorrow. They need to do blood work on me and have me on a medicine for panic disorders, and it's really messing with me tbh. I'm getting the blood work done tomorrow, they tried to do it last time I went but I wound up having a panic attack and breaking the table, so I had to leave and now I need to take some pills so I can be calm enough to get my blood drawn. Plus they'll still need to hold me down, and put numbing gel on me, and even then I might still not be able to get it done.
I've also had to go to a therapist as well, who thinks that I do show signs of a panic disorder as well. I'm going to be seeing her regularly, I think.
I also had an eye doctor appointment, where I learned that my eyes are getting worse. My right eye didn't get that much worse, but my left got a lot worse and the cornea is now changing shape v.v
Lastly, I've had to go to the dean at my school multiple times this week. I got accused of something that was total crap, and then I had to go back again to write up an incident report. Though the school isn't doing anything about me being basically harassed, so I might have to find another way to deal with this problem ;-;
So, yeah, life hasn't been that good lately. But, I'm still trying to be somewhat positive ^^