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Same.

You know, I used to want one really badly but usually after I got what I wanted, I realized that this wasn't what I thought I'd signed up for. I'm resigned to the fact that I will never be able to provide what 99% of girls want in a guy, so unless I stumble on a member of this 1% I'm gonna die alone.

Maybe it's just women. Sometimes I wonder if it'd be easier for me if I were gay (I mean about this specific side of things, I'm aware that being gay, even in the West, is no joke). With girls it's always about fucking drama that they create and then you have to "sit down and talk about it". Why? It's your fucking brain that's malfunctioning and looking for trouble, not mine.

With guys maybe that's different. Maybe not, though.

I'm concerned about what women you're going after and what planet they come from o.o

Same.

You know, I used to want one really badly but usually after I got what I wanted, I realized that this wasn't what I thought I'd signed up for. I'm resigned to the fact that I will never be able to provide what 99% of girls want in a guy, so unless I stumble on a member of this 1% I'm gonna die alone.

Maybe it's just women. Sometimes I wonder if it'd be easier for me if I were gay (I mean about this specific side of things, I'm aware that being gay, even in the West, is no joke). With girls it's always about fucking drama that they create and then you have to "sit down and talk about it". Why? It's your fucking brain that's malfunctioning and looking for trouble, not mine.

With guys maybe that's different. Maybe not, though.

I'm concerned about what women you're going after and what planet they come from o.o

I've long had the suspicion that I tend to attract the kind of girl who's emotionally volatile and/or sensitive. Their outgoing and energetic nature attracts me because it feels like a breath of fresh air in my life, and the fact that I seem emotionally stable probably  attracts them (I'm not really, I'm just emotionally underdeveloped), but when it comes to dealing with the negative aspects of such a personality I just nope out. Nothing drains me more than drama.

Dear lord, this was great. Sad, but great.

Dear lord, this was great. Sad, but great.

Yeah, that was a pretty good summary. I also enjoyed Colbert's live-broadcast coverage of the RNC.

What is on my mind is dangerous!!

im so tired but i cant sleep or maybe i dont want to... who knows.

Why wouldn't you want to? I thought you were a fan of sleep?

So this is a thing...

I was doing some searches of my name on some offsite forums out of boredom and curiosity, and I just found a Security Council proposal I apparently wrote and pushed to the voting floor in 2014. The strange thing is, I have absolutely no memory of writing it. Todd McCloud is credited as co-author, so that may be why, but I have no memory of working with him or even pushing the proposal to the voting floor at all. This is annoying me more than it should.

Bored..... I'm bored.

This literally made me cry laughing

I am happy to be in this wonderful region

I've slowly been watching Battlestar Galactica for the past few weeks, and I'm currently busy with the final season. Although I have definite problems with its "god did it" approach to storytelling, there is some excellent writing going on at times. When one quote can make you suddenly sympathise with a man who committed the genocide of the entire human race, you know you've got some talent on your hands.

Cavil: In all your travels, have you ever seen a star go supernova?

Ellen: No.

Cavil: No? Well, I have. I saw a star explode and send out the building blocks of the universe: other stars, other planets, and eventually other life, a supernova, creation itself! I was there. I wanted to see it, and be part of the moment. And you know how I perceived one of the most glorious events in the universe? With these ridiculous gelatinous orbs in my skull. With eyes designed to perceive only a tiny fraction of the EM spectrum, with ears designed only to hear vibrations in the air.

Ellen: The five of us designed you to be as human as possible.

Cavil: I don’t want to be human. I want to see gamma rays, I want to hear X-rays, and I want to smell dark matter! Do you see the absurdity of what I am? I can’t even express these things properly, because I have to — I have to conceptualize complex ideas in this stupid, limiting spoken language, but I know I want to reach out with something other than these prehensile paws, and feel the solar wind of a supernova flowing over me. I’m a machine, and I can know much more, I could experience so much more, but I’m trapped in this absurd body. And why? Because my five creators thought that God wanted it that way.

I thought I was getting sick the other day, but I guess not since I feel fine now. I was worried cause being sick when it's been so hot and muggy lately would have been just miserable. v_v

When people post in their profile that they'll ignore any sexual chat requests, but then mostly posts about how horny they are...people on sites like grommr can be odd sometimes.