So my five-day mini-vacation ends today. About a week ago, I realized that I'd just become so fatigued that I couldn't go any longer without a break...taking advantage of the Labor Day holiday, I took two additional days off (Friday and today) to extend it out. I also reduced my day to day activity here in the region, and spent just a lot of time doing nothing...playing games, relaxing, reading.
Now that I am well-rested and going back I'm going to have to figure out what made me so fatigued to begin with and what I'm doing that is bringing me down. I did find out that I still have a joy for development...it has been fun working on the website this weekend, and while most people won't have much cause to celebrate new profiles, I'm happy with how they turned out...same for the law page. To my honest relief, I also realized that I still enjoy many aspects of my job...I did some website work Friday night that had been over my head, and it went well. And of course I still enjoy gaming...there was never any doubt of that beforehand.

In terms of the region, I think it's just letting go of things that feel like work...I've discontinued tracking activity in other regions. It served a purpose in that it showed me a lot of regions that we were overlooking, and I'd still like to initiate new relations based on what I found, but it's just not worth the two hours a week I had to put into it. I will also probably discontinue monthly activity stats, and replace it with an automated version. And I won't be doing nearly as much recruitment...I've recruited well over 100,000 nations since the spring, and while it isn't exactly difficult, it is fatiguing when you end up doing hundreds or thousands of nations in a day. I hope eventually we'll have things in place that will encourage others to recruit, or maybe some people will discover their sense of civic duty and do so of their own accord, but I will not carry the weight of recruitment anymore.
And that's what I've came to during my break.
