Post #122700
April 15, 2018, 02:31:56 AM
So my grandma died Wednesday night and the funeral was today. It was a bit difficult for me because she played a big part in raising me. I'd never realized that until yesterday and I wish I could have thanked her for it. It seems so much like she was fighting us the whole time too just like she always did. She's the strongest woman I've ever known. Just like the rain and high winds at the funeral. I knew this was coming. We'd been taking care of her since the moment she couldn't take care of her self. It's been so hard to see her during her last year. I'm glad it's finally over now but still I'm always going to miss her. She did everything. For my entire life I'd always known her as a mother, grandmother, career woman, a damn fine cook and so much more. Knowing I'll never see her again...I know my life is never going to be the same and that hurts. I was one of the pallbearers. It was nice to be there until the very end though.