Post #112723
November 08, 2017, 04:44:13 AM
I don't recall placing a value on what was lost or gained. Certainly, your success could be greater than the losers' failure, and certainly, you could propel things forward quite a bit, bit in the long run, there will always be a Trump (many of them, in fact) ready to tear down what has been built. This isn't even getting into the arbitrary nature of success. My definition of societal success is one in which the human race doesn't destroy itself with climate change, while another's would be to go back to religious values that are, to me, frightening, or to build a strong economy as quickly as possible through the oil trade, eliminating any threats to oil in the process. I can certainly believe in the superiority of my goal, but so will the other side. We'll both do our part to ensure success for those perceived goals, and whoever wins would certainly see themselves as the rightful victor. Meanwhile, whoever loses will still be around to defend the goal they fought for. If they decide it's all over, and nothing is going to turn the tide, quite frankly, they're being foolish. Somehow, somewhere, the idea will take root and spread again, with their intervention or not. It will always follow a pattern of peaks and valleys. There will occasionally be outliers, and the pattern will just continue. I don't see how recognising this is any more defeatist than saying it's all over, and there's no hope for the future. Indeed, I recognise the inevitability of both. My belief in this state of existence does not preclude me from acting to further my own goals, it just makes me more aware of the stumbling blocks that exist before me on the uphill battle. And yes, while I believe it will inevitably enter a valley again, that doesn't mean I would not try my best to prevent that from happening for as long as possible.
My fascination with the Ouroboros symbol is due to this belief. Far from filling me with dread, it gives me hope, in fact, since all things I consider to be bad must come to an end, as it makes way for the rebirth of the good. This is the only vaguely religious idea I still cling to, and it has certainly done its part to keep me motivated, if not entirely sane.