Jesus, I don't remember ANY of this stuff. 16 year old me was like a crazy person.. That game was so much more fun before James convinced me to stop being MWN..
Evelynx posted on August 05, 2015, 08:07:20 AMJesus, I don't remember ANY of this stuff. 16 year old me was like a crazy person.. That game was so much more fun before James convinced me to stop being MWN..It would have eventually came out anyway. There were a lot of suspicions that you weren't who you said you were...though I think that's about the time the funnest period ended for me too, so it was probably a global thing.
Again, this might seem asinine, but who are you? I'm just trying to get my bearings here, I hope you understand.
Evelyn is a girl's name
North Gralend posted on August 05, 2015, 01:50:12 PMAgain, this might seem asinine, but who are you? I'm just trying to get my bearings here, I hope you understand.I'm Evelyn!
Are you... like me? Trans I mean
Evelynx posted on August 05, 2015, 11:04:47 PM North Gralend posted on August 05, 2015, 01:50:12 PMAgain, this might seem asinine, but who are you? I'm just trying to get my bearings here, I hope you understand.I'm Evelyn!Artful dodge......What are you like as a person? I'm just trying to get my bearings here and figure out the people here.
So I asked Noxy this and she asked me it back, so I guess I'll ask you now as well. When did you first know you were trans? Did you always know or did you realise later on? When did you find out what it was and meant?
Hmmm, I wouldn't say I always knew. I kind of think it's the wrong question, at least for me. It wasn't something I realized so much as something I was until I learned there was even such a thing as being trans. In my third grade (age 7, for me) class we were asked to secretly write down our biggest wish. I wrote down that I wished I was a girl. That's the earliest time that I can remember actually expressing the idea verbally. I've always wanted to be on the girl's team in sports.. play with the girls at recess etc. It made socialization awkward for me, so I kind of bottled that instinct up and carried on.When I was older it just got harder and harder. My wife always knew but we thought I would get over it or at least just never do anything about it, but in the end I just couldn't. I just had one too many flirtations with incredibly dark and dangerous feelings, culminating in suicidal ideation and one attempt. So I've taken the plunge and 2 years later I can honestly say my life is better now, yay!
Evelynx posted on August 11, 2015, 05:20:12 PMHmmm, I wouldn't say I always knew. I kind of think it's the wrong question, at least for me. It wasn't something I realized so much as something I was until I learned there was even such a thing as being trans. In my third grade (age 7, for me) class we were asked to secretly write down our biggest wish. I wrote down that I wished I was a girl. That's the earliest time that I can remember actually expressing the idea verbally. I've always wanted to be on the girl's team in sports.. play with the girls at recess etc. It made socialization awkward for me, so I kind of bottled that instinct up and carried on.When I was older it just got harder and harder. My wife always knew but we thought I would get over it or at least just never do anything about it, but in the end I just couldn't. I just had one too many flirtations with incredibly dark and dangerous feelings, culminating in suicidal ideation and one attempt. So I've taken the plunge and 2 years later I can honestly say my life is better now, yay!Yeah, the wording was pretty bad, but it's pretty hard to express the question I was trying to ask . Thanks for answering so well anyway. I'll say I have had some very similar experiences in the past, so it's nice to hear the same sort of things from someone else. Thanks for sharing It's good to hear you are doing well.