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Well my day has been good.  Did absolutely nothing all day save for surfing the net, and have been training to host karaoke since 9PM.    I think I'm ready enough to take the reigns myself.

So in keeping with my theme of complaining:
I called in sick to work today and have spent almost the whole day in bed, mostly sleeping, I have been drinking hot drinks and taking painkillers, so I do feel a little better

But now I am really really bored, I mean I have slept most the day and somewhow this has made me feel bored I don't know, maybe it's more I just feel unproductive. But either way I now have to get up and do something! But what... I'll figure that out later on

Also Point Breeze why were you busy so late yesterday?

I'm seeing the NWA movie today with my family...
I'm hyped for the movie...

So far my day has been very peaceful...listening to a stream, some wind, and birds chirping courtesy of Noisli while I go through the forums and work through some other things that have piled up over the week...

Today is the second day of classes where I work, so it's been very busy...mostly giving technical support for people. The high volume gave me a headache at one point, but I was good to go after a quick meditation session.

Today I've had to admit to myself that my current bout of depression can't be handled quite as easily as I would have liked, and have requested a time-out for this semester from the dean.

It's something my friends, lecturers and psychiatric team has been urging me to do, which I've just been too stubborn to do.

Honestly, now that I've done it, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

Today is the second day of classes where I work, so it's been very busy...mostly giving technical support for people. The high volume gave me a headache at one point, but I was good to go after a quick meditation session.

There's been an influx of new hires at my work as well. Hilarity ensues for everyone except them. They get yelled at.

Sapph, its great that your school allows you to do that. I hope your time off is as constructive and peaceful as you need it to be.

Hmm. Apparently the anime avatar is causing people to confuse me with Sapphiron. 

I had an angry conversation with my Dad last night that already put my stress and anxiety levels through the roof, and I still feel that way from last night.

It will be sometime before I can say here that I am happy.

Hmm. Apparently the anime avatar is causing people to confuse me with Sapphiron. 

What? I didnt-

Ohhhh, look at that.

I had an angry conversation with my Dad last night that already put my stress and anxiety levels through the roof, and I still feel that way from last night.

It will be sometime before I can say here that I am happy.

Well, if you ever need to talk, you know where to find us. Trust me, Govindia, it gets better.

So in keeping with my theme of complaining:
I called in sick to work today and have spent almost the whole day in bed, mostly sleeping, I have been drinking hot drinks and taking painkillers, so I do feel a little better

But now I am really really bored, I mean I have slept most the day and somewhow this has made me feel bored I don't know, maybe it's more I just feel unproductive. But either way I now have to get up and do something! But what... I'll figure that out later on

Also Point Breeze why were you busy so late yesterday?

Man, I am on a disappointing roll. First I ignore Hannah for a week, then I mix Laurentus up with Saphh. Get it together, bro.

Anyway, sorry I missed this. I had a job application at 8:30, and its about an hour drive to the city.  I also work in that city from 15:30 to 23:30, so I thought it would be a waste of time to drive an hour home when I would have to go back almost right away.

Today was average...I got plenty of stuff done at work, but then I felt like I lagged at home and didn't do much of anything at all. I don't even know how you can waste so many hours, but it seems that I've done it. I feel like I could be thinking of great things and doing great things but nothing is coming to mind...

Thought about my life, realized I'm very probably a sociopath. How fun.

Thought about my life, realized I'm very probably a sociopath. How fun.

If there is one thing I can thank my therapist for its the ability to tell when someone is a sociopath and you don't strike me as one. Sociopaths, for one, would not say that they were sociopaths. Also, sociopaths don't really feel remorse. So take it from a guy who's spent a long while in therapy, your not a sociopath.