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I want a doggo to huggle, not a snip snap one or a quiet green one, just a normal woof bork one.

I want a doggo to huggle, not a snip snap one or a quiet green one, just a normal woof bork one.

Woof bork? You want a Swedish dog?

It just occurred to me that in almost exactly two years I will have been on NationStates for half of my entire life.

I am so fucking pissed right now...I feel like punching someone in specific in the fucking throat.

I am so fucking pissed right now...I feel like punching someone in specific in the fucking throat.

Are you OK, buddy?

I don't even know...I haven't slept either so there's that...but I think I might be I've calmed down a bit down...I just feel more sad now I guess...

Gracias, mis amigos

Have fun!! What's it for?

My mom has had a time share in Cancun since I was like 8, so we've gone pretty much every year until I went off to college, so this is my first time going in a while. Plus, my Nonna is getting fucking old, so mom wants us to spend more time with her. Plus, it's an all-inclusive resort, so my wife and I weren't gonna pass that up.

Is Cancun a type of holiday resort?

As Barnes said, indeed it is. Very touristy, but some of the excursions are fun and many of the resorts are all you can eat and drink.

I don't even know...I haven't slept either so there's that...but I think I might be I've calmed down a bit down...I just feel more sad now I guess...

I hope you feel better soon bud. I'm all ears if there's any venting/ranting you need to do.

My mom has had a time share in Cancun since I was like 8, so we've gone pretty much every year until I went off to college, so this is my first time going in a while. Plus, my Nonna is getting fucking old, so mom wants us to spend more time with her. Plus, it's an all-inclusive resort, so my wife and I weren't gonna pass that up

Nice! Traveling to other countries is so neat; I visited Nassau (Bahamas) a few months ago, and that was my first time out of the country.

Hmm.

I'm King of Ainur now.

What just happened?
 

Hmm.

I'm King of Ainur now.

What just happened?
 

Congrats! I suppose that justified changing your name AGAIN?

These forums are confusing @.@

What's confusing about them?

Is that Eldarion Telcontar?

Makes sense that you'd take the name Eldarion. Love that reference.

So I just arrived at my summer program, so the touristy part of my trip is over. Not sure how that affects my activity level from here on out.

Also @BraveSirRobin have you seen this gif?

So I've come to the conclusion...I'm not making enough money to advance my life. Even going back to full time, I'll just be making enough to pay the bills and not go further into debt. I don't want to feel like I'm stagnating in life. I don't want to feel like I'm stagnating...always having to deal with the same issues, always stressing out over the same things. I'd like to move someday...to a better neighborhood, to a better town, to a better state...I'd like to be closer to people that understand me. I'd like to feel like I'm making a difference to people in life. I still feel the hunger and I don't want to settle down and just deal with it.

I need to do something...something between a second menial job and something like here that I enjoy doing but don't make any money on (I appreciate our donators for making it less expensive for me though!). I need the best of both...I mean, the person behind Corruption of Champions makes 20k a month, and that game isn't anything that I couldn't have made. I have some ideas for things to...and hey, if worse comes to worse, I could always make some sort of nation-based farmville-like game...I mean, people would pay $10 for a factory in their nation that increased their production of whatever by some amount, right? Or a clicker-game...

I'm grateful that I've come as far in life as I have. I'm the first in my family to have obtained a college degree of any sort, and I'm able to work with computers and programming in an area that has just a handful of those jobs. I have a good amount of flexibility in my schedule, and I have good benefits...but I want to feel like I'm making a difference in my life, and in the lives of others. I want to make things that people use and enjoy and get some value of...I don't want to feel like a digital paper-pusher that shuffles reports to people that make the decisions...