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Every now and then, you stumble upon an anime that leaves you asking...


One such anime is Highschool DxD.

Well....so after deleting my /usr/bin 3 days have passed and I have, somehow, made my install sane again without a reinstall. ATM I am going through and reinstall everything else so I can return to a sane /usr/bin and thus a sane system.

So I had a dream last night...the the region was raided, with like 100 raiders...it was odd. O_O

So many zombies, we must protect our scientists! Shoot all the zombies! Shoot ALL THE ZOMBIES!

I graduated High school last week

I graduated High school last week

Congratulation Azrael!

If only french took as seriously this kind of things.

A conversation with someone made me remember my old Xanga journal that I wrote in from...June 2004 to March 2007. Xanga is apparently gone but I was able to get an archive, and just about every article makes me cringe to read...I can't believe I said this shit, especially in public with people around! omg, I was so so...emotional...

Sat for a GCE A level paper today. Not feeling to confident, but then again, who does?

So I had this dream last night...I lived at some other house with other people, and one of the guys I lived with was wanting me to watch this movie with him, except that he was completely naked! So I'm on one end of the couch and he's on the other, and he has this huge boner the whole time...but he's straight so he won't let me do anything except get real close up to it, which I do, lol. And all this time he's just acting normal, joking around, being suave...so he gets a call, and apparently he has to go to Taipei for a week, but just before he gets up to start getting ready, he thrusts his hips and where I was so close the very tip of his dick pushes into my mouth...he intended to do it. Then he smirks in this playful way and says he'll see me in a week.

Ugh, it's been too long since I've been teased real good like that outside of dreams. <_<

I'm gonna buy this fucker right here:

I may be moving to Australia soon. This was not an easy decision to make.

I may be moving to Australia soon. This was not an easy decision to make.

Woah. What changed?

It's not really that anything has changed, it's more that the fight has left me. The recent student riots, and the government's inability to deal with it properly, was just the final blow. There are far worse problems, like our water utility, power utility, idiotic implementation of affirmative action (which has left many white males completely without a job), and the EFF's meteoric rise to power, despite their blatant racist and xenophobic policies. I'm also expected to work nearly for free for the state after graduating, but the government doesn't want to do anything for me or any other students, and on top of that, even with my excellent grades and work performance, I'll still get passed over one day when it comes to job promotions because I am a white male.

Luckily no lawyer struggles to find work, but I am just sick of everything in South Africa. Eskom, our power utility, is going ahead with its plan to fire 7000 white males in management positions, despite this power crisis already being the result of people in management who don't have the necessary skills or experience.

Interestingly, among black South Africans in their middle ages and older, this is widely condemned, but the black youth has largely fallen under the spell of Julius Malema, the leader of the EFF, despite the youth never feeling the blow of apartheid themselves.

I just can't see a future here anymore. I've felt like this for awhile, but these recent student riots have just broken something in me. I firmly believed we were at least in good hands with regards to our future engineers, lawyers and educated politicians, but these riots have destroyed that illusion.

EDIT: I'm not sure I can convey just how big a blow these student riots were to me. I love my country, and despite having the opportunity to emigrate to Australia for quite a few years now, as many white people have done, my family and I just kept hoping things would improve. The thought of moving to Australia fills me with dread. And yet I don't see a rational reason to stay anymore.

It's not really that anything has changed, it's more that the fight has left me. The recent student riots, and the government's inability to deal with it properly, was just the final blow. There are far worse problems, like our water utility, power utility, idiotic implementation of affirmative action (which has left many white males completely without a job), and the EFF's meteoric rise to power, despite their blatant racist and xenophobic policies. I'm also expected to work nearly for free for the state after graduating, but the government doesn't want to do anything for me or any other students, and on top of that, even with my excellent grades and work performance, I'll still get passed over one day when it comes to job promotions because I am a white male.

Luckily no lawyer struggles to find work, but I am just sick of everything in South Africa. Eskom, our power utility, is going ahead with its plan to fire 7000 white males in management positions, despite this power crisis already being the result of people in management who don't have the necessary skills or experience.

Interestingly, among black South Africans in their middle ages and older, this is widely condemned, but the black youth has largely fallen under the spell of Julius Malema, the leader of the EFF, despite the youth never feeling the blow of apartheid themselves.

I just can't see a future here anymore. I've felt like this for awhile, but these recent student riots have just broken something in me. I firmly believed we were at least in good hands with regards to our future engineers, lawyers and educated politicians, but these riots have destroyed that illusion.

Whatever happens, Laurentus, I hope you find what your looking for. Good luck with whatever you decide :]

Thank you, North. I appreciate it.